(L) Date: Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Great. I'm having insonmia agn.
Since last night till now.
I didn't even sleep at all.
silly, things just keep passing round my mind thru out, everything i did for you, is it really mean nothing to you? Yes, it's unfair. But it's unfair due to what you said last night and not what had happened nor done. You know? I know i'm not good enough, i know myself well. But i believe i can do it. What you told me to do last night, i'm sorry, can't be done. It's impossible, do you understand how i fEel? Everyday bring such mood every moment, as if after another second you'll be gone. All these makes me feel terrible. But i told myself it's okay, because you're by my side. Yet all things that happen, really is what I'd thought before. The feeling feels so wrong, that nearly makes me could'nt imagine that i'm not dreaming. ):
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